POEMS

I don’t feel part of this world anymore
I want to go home where it’s safe and secure
I just don’t fit in with the rest of the crowd
I feel all alone floating around like a cloud

Family and friends that were once so kind
Are all now strangers all the love has declined
The pretence was all part of the cunning mind
The smiling assassin taking aim shooting blind

Breaking apart the recurring dream
Dead from the head down cold and obscene
Shaking in a panic not knowing where to turn
Violent and manic showing no concern

Walking around in a constant daze
This way that way round and round the maze
Total confusion no one has a clue
All the self-delusion there’s nothing I can do

Feeling sick again coughing up the blood
Heartbeat speeding up crawling through the mud
All alone no one home I cannot find my way
Help refused self-abused another meaningless day

Waking up in the night wishing I was dead
I lay there paralysed I can’t get out of bed
Destitute traumatised I wish I could forget
Stop the mind suicide this never ending threat

Into darkness pain and fear I’ve been there many times
I’d love to hide to disappear I’ve paid for all my crimes
I curse the day that I was born and given to this earth
An act of cruelty left forlorn no meaning or self-worth

I don’t feel part of this world anymore
I want to go home I can’t take anymore

Taken From The Book: Birth Slave Die By Kelvin Rush.
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What would you like me to thank you for
A state education that opened the door
To a life of toil of struggle and pain
Bribery and corruption a one-sided game

Hold up a mirror and don’t run away
Look at yourself in the cold light of day
What do you see be honest and brave
I see a manipulated contaminated slave

Go to your work and endure all the dross
Who’s the bigger jerk is it you or your boss
You give back what you earn you have no choice
Don’t you ever learn you’re a mouth with no voice

Everything you buy includes value added tax
Even when you die you can never relax
The state is on the prowl and it wants your soul
Listen to it growl as it takes control

A state run education a so-called human right
After many years of schooling I couldn’t read or write
I was thrust into this hell-hole heading for the abyss
The violence and abuse is not something I will miss

Dumping kids in day care so mum can work two jobs
Barley surviving on welfare food banks odds and sods
Selling children into slavery to pay for all the debt
Trying your best to make ends meet desperate to forget

The stupid and the ignorant are always out in force
Defending the abhorrent showing no remorse
Acting like the good guys but secretly planning fear
A ticking time bomb red alert keep away stay clear

This cesspit called society is such an evil game
It fills you with anxiety no hope depression and shame
It builds you up knocks you down hides as you give in
Human filth religion and wealth endless immoral sin

So before you give your final breath
And thanks for all the suffering
Never forget you’re not human debt
You owe society nothing

Taken From The Book: Birth Slave Die By Kelvin Rush.
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Never take on the world for there is only one result
You will suffer much pain you’ll be riddled with guilt
You’ll be lost and confused you’ll be cast well aside
You’ll be laughed at and abused ridiculed and chastised

When a challenge comes along do not hide or give in
Take no interest in the outcome be it lose or win
In the end all that counts is you did your best
Put aside all your pride don’t complain or protest

All the money and possessions and emotional ties
All the heartache and shame all the cries and lies
All the regrets and if onlys and the wasted years
They attack all you lack and increase your fears

In your head where you live when it’s cold and grey
Through your eyes there is joy each and every day
Open up to the world and remind yourself
As your journey unfolds you increase your wealth

Don’t pretend to be free when you bow and conform
Turn your back on the helpless go along with the norm
Bury your head in the sand until the pain goes away
Hoping things will change when it’s the same every day

In the depths of despair when you feel all is lost
When you no longer care when you’re counting the cost
When you’re lonely as hell and no one comes near
Just remember to tell yourself why you’re here

Jump on board don’t be scared it’s no more than a ride
Ride the waves go ahead I’ll be right by your side
When you fall jump back on and we’ll start once again
We’re together all the way through the joy and the pain

Taken From The Book: Birth Slave Die By Kelvin Rush.
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Bow to your masters sell your soul
You’re food for the wicked who love to control
You fall to your knees like a weak scared child
Pathological slave debunked and beguiled

You believe in the state and the criminal crown
You wriggle like bait then obey and lie down
You scream like a baby and wave your flags
You give them your money and dress in your rags

The pomp and the glory the incredible lies
The vacuous story the unscrupulous ties
The con and the gory the shame and the cries
The cruel and the phony and the evil disguise

A German reminder Berlin the Third Reich
A benevolent myth a deceitful contrite
A wreck from the past full of darkness and spite
Abused and confused and detained from the light

Your royal your highness my master I crave
Your guidance and approval I yearn to be saved
I worship your greatness your bloodline so pure
I kneel at your feet I beg for your cure

They say you are godlike with mystical charm
Blessed by the angels sworn and re-born
Will you ever engage a mere mortal like me
I’m nothing I’m worthless not fit to be free

Your palaces burst with incredible art
You’re skilled and well-versed so clever and smart
You travel around in your golden coach
Impressing your slaves immune from reproach

The land and wealth and the power you hold
You took from the workers you bullied and controlled
Your army of loyal soldiers in red and black
Will no longer be willing to defend your back

The revolution is near there is no doubt
The people will revolt you’d better watch out
You’ve been here too long like a clinging virus
You can fool us no more your royal highness
Taken From The Book: Birth Slave Die By Kelvin Rush.
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Taken From The Book: Birth Slave Die By Kelvin Rush.
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What do you think happened to Mr Blyth
Who lost control after his mother died
What do you think happened to Mrs Penn
Who had an affair and was never seen again

What do you think happened to Jimmy Cope
Who lived on credit never worked and smoked dope
What do you think happened to dear old Kitty
Who was bullied at school for being too pretty

What do you think happened to Jack The Lad
Who broke into cars and stole from his dad
What do you think happened to Sally Stone
Who was terminally ill and left all alone

What do you think happened to Del Boy Green
Who crashed into a bus stop and fled the scene
What do you think happened to Dr Robb
Who drank too much and lost his job

What do you think happened to Sergeant Hubbad
Who had a stroke and never recovered
What do you think happened to Reverend Grimes
Who stole from the church and fell on hard times

What do you think happened to Kelly Long
Who had a facelift that went horribly wrong
What do you think happened to Steven Grey
Who came out at fourteen and revealed he was gay

What do you think happened to Billy White
Who was traumatised after losing his sight
What do you think happened to Grandma Mills
Who lived a life of booze and pills

What do you think happened to Chinese Jim
Who was sick of the torment and finally gave in
Last but not least there was Michael Brown
Who was made bankrupt and had a nervous breakdown

All these people who laughed and cried
Who suffered much pain and got off the ride
They missed the boat how hard they tried
They all committed suicide

Taken From The Book: Birth Slave Die By Kelvin Rush.
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I’m a slave to the system that’s what I am
I struggle every day though I do what I can
I revel in the drama the pain and the crime
I’m a state owned fear droned waste of time

I get up in the morning I go to my job
A meaningless existence a tiresome slog
I’m ridiculed radiculed told what to do
I can’t think for myself I don’t know how to

I walk in the darkness I’m all on my own
Downbeat trodden meat a vacuous hole
I don’t understand what the hell is going on
Police state jail bait agenda 21

I gave up the dog fight a long time ago
I don’t see the point in postponing the show
I realise the game now is all but lost
The elite run fascist hun holocaust

Poisonous minds and giant tv’s
Chemical addictions celebrities
Main stream media out of control
Brain-dead nothing said heartless soul

The royals and the masons the damned and the pure
The bloodline pantomime satanical whore
The rise and fall of the reich elite
Terrorism Communism no free speech

I fall to my knees in a desperate rage
I’m begging you for mercy help me change
The shame and torment is tearing me apart
A selfish death wish a brand new start

The state is the master the cause and the cure
The fatal disaster the blind and the poor
The way they control is an evil game
They show no remorse no mercy no shame

Political asylum for those who grieve
Sexual blackmail born to deceive
The money and the titles the lies they debate
The innocent children the hell they create

The rich and the greedy and the homeless plight
The game is survival starve or fight
Work all your life and then drop down dead
Enjoy the ride suicide bullet to the head

The secret courts and the desperate plea
Get down on your bended knees beg for mercy
The innocent victims who have no voice
Hell on earth right from birth no real choice

The fatal blow and the final cry
The piercing light and the magical high
The endless joy and the peaceful soul
I’m on my way I’m going back home

Taken From The Book: Birth Slave Die By Kelvin Rush.
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